Spiritual musings from the pastoral ministry of Bosqueville United Methodist Church.

Monday, July 29, 2013

Be Like a Garden

I've just returned from ten days out-of-country as I led a team for Buckner International to Kenya.  This morning I am still clearing cobwebs from my jet-lagged mind and adjusting my body clock back to normal.  I am also doing my perfunctory duty of wading through the myriad of emails stubbornly awaiting my perusal, and I'm reminded of how much meaningless communication comes across my screen on a regular basis.  However, I read a few minutes ago one of my favorite blogs and it prompted some thoughts I have decided to share with my cyber-friends.  The blog is Seth Godin's and his musings about the difference between buildings and gardens strike me as extremely applicable to our lives as disciples:

"Great projects start out feeling like buildings. There are architects, materials, staff, rigid timelines, permits, engineers, a structure.

It works or it doesn't.

Build something that doesn't fall down. On time.

But in fact, great projects, like great careers and relationships that last, are gardens. They are tended, they shift, they grow. They endure over time, gaining a personality and reflecting their environment. When something dies or fades away, we prune, replant and grow again.

Perfection and polish aren't nearly as important as good light, good drainage and a passionate gardener.

By all means, build. But don't finish. Don't walk away.

Here we grow." (Seth's Blog, July 29, 2013)

This reminds me that our lives as believers are much more akin to gardens than buildings.  There is no such thing as a finished product when it comes to discipleship.  We sprout, we wither, we falter, we change, we fade, we bloom--in a word, we grow.  Fortunately for us, grace means that we have a passionate Gardner who refuses to quit on us and resign us to the compost pile.  Thank God for God and for His grace to grow.

(Dr. Dane Fowlkes, Pastor) image from bing.com


Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Airport Waiting

Waiting usually grates on my nerves--I must confess that my temperament leans toward the impatient side. But airport waiting is different. Something about the anticipation of ensuing travel raises an intrepid spirit that overshadows my impatient one. Today I meander through the airport waiting maze en route from Waco to Kenya. I have a pretty good idea of what is waiting for me there, so it overcomes the frustration of waiting while still here. Relieved of the awful burden of 'hurry up', I pass the time more productively--praying, reading, writing, observing, etc.

All of this travel philosophy makes me wonder if my life might be better served by gaining a fresh vision of what ultimately awaits. A heavenly focus might just alleviate unwelcome earthly stress. In turn, I would likely pass the time here more productively--praying, witnessing, reading, writing, listening, etc. Sounds promising, doesn't it? I think I'll give it a try.

Monday, July 15, 2013

Packing List

                   (photo by Bert Yates)

In two days I embark on a journey to Africa and back as I lead a church group to western Kenya for ministry to orphaned children and villagers.  This is a homecoming of sorts for me, having spent most of the 90's in east Africa.  My role on this trip is primarily logistics & translation--ensure a positive and safe experience for team members and help translate to/from Swahili (my second language).  While it is hard to be away from wife, family, and church for ten days, the appeal is strong of traveling back to Kenya and being permitted to see former students, sip the elixir of life called chai, and to generally savor the sights, smells, and sounds of African life in the raw. 

My preparations for travel include crafting two lists--a 'to do' list and a 'to pack' list.  The packing list includes all the expected items--passport, clothing (albeit in small numbers as I prefer to travel light), flashlight, meds, etc.  As I examine my lists this morning I cannot help but reflect on the fact that they do not include the most important items.  What I failed to scribble down on paper is really what transforms just another trip into a journey of impact. My list should enumerate the weightier items such as:
- my life purpose statement and how this trip connects to it
- my plans for caring for my family in my absence
- my strategy for ensuring the best care of my church members while I am far removed from them
- my approach to helping my grandchildren see these kinds of events as connected to a life surrendered to Christ and his purposes
- my goals for personal and spiritual growth while on this missional safari

Father, help me look beyond the immediate to the eternal in all that I undertake.  Transform my 'packing lists' into preparation for and expressions of discipleship.

(Dr. Dane Fowlkes, pastor)

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Study Guide: Brokenness in Light of God's Glory

Title:  Brokenness in the Light of God’s Glory
Text: Matthew 5:4; Isaiah 6:1-8

OPEN:

We saw last week that in Christ's Sermon on the Mount, all of the Beatitudes are paradoxical (e.g. Happy are the poor), because what they promise for what they demand seems incongruous and upside-down in the eyes of natural man.

Today we encounter a second paradox, a perplexing truth: What could be more self-contradictory than the idea that the sad are happy, that the path to happiness is sadness, that the way to rejoicing is mourning?  The idea seems absurd.  The whole structure of most human living is that the way to happiness is to have things go your own way.
- Pleasure brings happiness, money brings happiness, entertainment brings happiness, etc.
- Avoiding pain, trouble, disappointment, frustration -- these bring happiness.

But Jesus said, "Happy are the sad." He even went on to say, "Woe to you who laugh now, for you shall mourn and weep" (Luke 6:25).

What gives? Is Jesus confused? Is he deliberately trying to confuse us?

I. We Need To Know the Meaning of Mourning.
Certain kinds of sorrow are common to all mankind, experienced by believer and unbeliever alike.

1. Legitimate Sorrow
This may be a blessing in disguise.
Arabic proverb: "All sunshine makes a desert."
- The trouble-free life is likely to be a shallow life.
- We often learn and mature more from times of sorrow than from times where everything is going well.

2. Godly Sorrow
1) The mourning about which Jesus is talking has nothing to do with the legitimate sorrow we've just described.
- Jesus is speaking of godly sorrow, godly mourning, mourning that only those who sincerely belong to him or who already belong to him can experience.
- The Apostle Paul speaks of this sorrow in his second letter to Corinth: "For the sorrow that is according to the will of God produces a repentance without regret, leading to salvation; but the sorrow of the world produces death.  For behold what earnestness this very thing, this godly sorrow has produced in you" (2 Co 7:10-11).
2) As the first beatitude makes clear, entrance into the kingdom of heaven begins with being "poor in spirit", a recognition of spiritual bankruptcy.  Spiritual poverty leads to godly sorrow; the poor in spirit become those who mourn.
- Nine different Greek words are used in the New Testament to speak of sorrow.
- Of the nine terms used for sorrow, the one here (pentheo) is the strongest, the most severe.  It represents the deepest, most heart-felt grief, and was usually reserved for grieving over the death of a loved one.
- The word carries the idea of deep inner agony, which may or may not be expressed by outward weeping, wailing or lament

3) Brokenness is a prerequisite to true worship.
Isaiah 6:1-8

Five Observations Concerning Isaiah’s Experience of Brokenness:
1.  When Isaiah saw the Lord high and lifted up, his own self-righteousness was utterly destroyed and he received true righteousness as a gift of God’s grace.
- Humanly speaking, he was a righteous man even before he entered God’s throne room.  As a prophet, he had dedicated his life to God’s service. Yet, something was missing.   There were depths of his own depravity that he had yet to confront, and thus he needed a shattering experience of having God’s grace applied to his guilt.
- Many terrifying thoughts must have run through Isaiah’s mind when he saw God on His holy throne.  Frankly he thought he was a dead man, for he knew it was impossible for any man to see God and live (ex. 33:20).  “Woe to me!” he said, “For my eyes have seen the King, the Lord Almighty.”
- No doubt, Isaiah remembered what had happened to King Hezekiah, who had died earlier that same year. Uzziah had been one of Judah’s more successful monarchs. He was a good king who “sought God” and “did what was right in the eyes of the Lord” (2 Chron 26:4-5).
- However, Uzziah became proud of his accomplishments, and in his pride he entered the Holy Place to burn incense on God’s altar.  This was strictly forbidden, so the priests tried to bar the king’s entrance.  While they argued back and forth, Uzziah was struck by leprosy.  This made him ceremoniously unclean, and was thereby forced to leave the temple and never return.  The king lived in seclusion until his dying day. This was the consequence of his arrogant pride that caused his unlawful entrance into God’s holy -sanctuary (2 Chron 26:16-23).
- With all of this somewhere in the back of his mind, Isaiah was terrified by his vision of God’s glory, and understandably so.

2.  Isaiah cried, “Woe to me!… I am ruined!”
- The word “woe” is significant.  In the previous chapter, Isaiah had pronounced six woes against the people of Jerusalem, condemning them for everything from drunkenness to unethical real estate development.  However, according to the conventions of Hebrew literature, things ordinarily came in sevens—therefore, one would have expected one more woe.  By pronouncing only six woes, Isaiah seemed to have left things hanging.
- Then the prophet saw the sovereign Lord, seated in majesty, and his woe was made complete.  “Woe is me!” he cried, pronouncing the seventh and final woe.  Isaiah knew that he was finished.  There was no way that he would ever survive this encounter, let alone join the angels in praising God’s holiness.  All he could do was say, “I am ruined.”  In other words—“It’s over.  I’m finished. I am devastated and dismantled.  I’m all in pieces.  I cease to exist.”

3.  This is what always happens when we see God as He really is—we see ourselves as we really are.
- We stop comparing ourselves to others and start comparing ourselves with God.
- A true vision of God’s sovereign majesty/glory always includes a painful awareness of our own radical depravity.  The more we recognize God’s glory, the more we see our desperate need for his grace.

4.  Furthermore, Isaiah recognized that he lived “among a people of unclean lips.”  In other words, he had a heightened sensitivity to the depravity of his entire generation.
- Rather than going with the crowd, and bowing to the pressure of public opinion, Isaiah realized his contemporaries were in violation of God’s holiness.  This realization was necessary for him to fulfill his calling as a prophet: prophets must always stand apart from the culture of the day and call attention to the disparity between the culture and God’s holiness.

5. As Isaiah experienced restoration, his focus turned outward ("Here am I, send me").

Three Implications of Brokenness for Worship:
a.  Our focus and energy in worship should be directed toward exalting and enjoying God’s glory, holiness, manifold perfections.
- The reason so many churches suffer through little experiences labeled “worship” is because they give attention to an inferior god.
- What kind of God does our corporate worship reveal?  Are we stingy with worship, bland with worship, bored with worship, rushed in worship?  All of this things reflect our view of God.
- What would worship be like if it really reflected an infinite God who is the sum total of everything beautiful and magnificent in the universe?
- What kind of God does your personal worship reveal?

b.  We have never truly worshipped until we have dealt with our sin in light of God’s perfection.
- Worship is really not something to be enjoyed—it is a response reflecting the disparity between God’s perfection and our sinfulness.
- Worship is not complete until it has touched completely.
Isaiah understood God’s holiness and his own depravity, but that reality sunk so deep into his mind and heart that it resulted in an emotional response—“I am ruined!”
- Emotion/passion does not produce worship, but they are necessary by-products of it.  How can one passively and unemotionally stand in the presence of greatness?
c. Worship happens like spontaneous combustion when I see God as he is and see myself in the honest reflection of his glory.

II. Joy Comes in the Mourning.
1. Happiness, or blessedness, does not come in the mourning itself.
- Happiness comes with what God does in response to it, with the forgiveness and restoration that such mourning brings.
- Mourning is not merely a psychological or emotional experience that makes people feel better. It is a communion with the living, loving God who responds to our brokenness with his profound presence & embrace!
2. The word 'comforted' is from parakaleo, the same root word that describes the person of the Holy Spirit--Comforter.
- The word means to walk alongside of.
- In some cases this means to hold us up.
- In some cases this means to encourage ("You can do it").

James 4:8-10

"Draw near to God and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. Be miserable and mourn and weep; let your laughter be turned into mourning, and your joy to gloom.  Humble yourselves in the presence of the Lord, and he will exalt you."

Close:
As we see God high and lifted up, and as we see ourselves as undone, unclean, unworthy, we mourn.  That mourning leads to greater praise and genuine contrition.  And when it seems we cannot bear the weight of our own depravity, Almighty God take us in his arms and comforts us.

Saturday, July 6, 2013

Study Guide: When Poverty is Preferred

Here is the study guide for Sunday's sermon, "When Poverty is Preferred":

Title: "When Poverty is Preferred"
Text: Matthew 5:1-3

Open:
"The Sermon on the Mount is probably the best-known part of the teaching of Jesus, though arguably it is the least understood, and certainly is the least obeyed" (John R. W.  Stott).  It is the nearest thing to a manifesto that Jesus ever uttered, for it is his own description of what he wanted his followers to be and do.  The Sermon is well known to Christians today, but few appreciate the richness of these sayings, and Christ's radical demands and promises have been blunted through either familiarity or contempt.

There are actually two versions of this Sermon in the New Testament: the Sermon on the Mount (Mt 5:3--7:27) which contains 106 verses, and the Sermon on the Plain (Lk 6:20-49) which contains 29 verses.  The term "the Sermon on the Mount" goes back to the title St. Augustine gave to his commentary on Matthew 5-7, written between 392 and 396 AD.

The Sermon has never been more relevant than it is today because it depicts the behavior that Jesus expects of each of his disciples.  This is not some theoretical treatise on the Jewish Law; this is an exposition of the Jesus way.  For that reason, I have entitled this series of messages "Living the Jesus Way: Lessons from the Sermon on the Mount." Here we have a comprehensive and cohesive catalogue of the Jesus life.  We see Jesus as he is and as he expects us to be.  We see him as he is in his heart, his motives, his thoughts, in the secret place with the Father.  We also see him in the arena of his public life, in his relations with his fellow men, showing mercy, making peace, being persecuted, acting like salt, illuminating the darkness around him, loving and serving his enemies.

The following is a simple breakdown of the Sermon:
A Christian's character (5:3-12)
A Christian's influence (5:13-16)
A Christian's righteousness (5:17-48)
A Christian's piety (6:1-18)
A Christian's ambition (6:19-34)
A Christian's relationships (7:1-20)
A Christian's commitment (7:21-27)

I. The Beatitudes
Everybody who has heard of Jesus Christ and knows anything about his teaching, is familiar with the beatitudes with which the Sermon begins.  Before we are ready to consider each beatitude separately, there are three general questions about them which needs to be asked, concerning the people described, the qualities commended, and the blessings promised.

  1. The people described -- the beatitudes set forth the balanced character of Christian people.
- These are not eight separate and distinct groups of disciples, some of whom are meek, while others are merciful, etc.  They are, rather, eight qualities of the same group (who are at one and the same time meek and merciful, poor in spirit and pure in heart, mourning and hungry, peacemakers and persecuted.
- This is not an elitist group.  The beatitudes are Christ's own expectation of what every Christian ought to be.  In other words, all of these qualities are to characterize all his followers.
2. The qualities commended.
- The poverty and hunger to which Jesus refers in the beatitudes are spiritual states.
3. The blessings promised.
- The Greek word (makarios) can and does mean 'happy', but to render it as such makes it a subjective state.  Instead, Jesus is making an objective judgment about these people.  He is declaring not what they may feel like ('happy'), but what God thinks of them. The form is almost exclamatory: "O the blessedness of those who ..."
- Are these blessings present or future?  The answer I would give is 'yes.'

II. The Poor in Spirit.
1. The meaning of 'poor.'
- The word translated 'poor' (ptochos) is a verb that signifies cringing, couching like a beggar.  It is stronger than 'poor.' It is cringingly, beggarly poor.
- This is to be beggarly poor with respect to the spirit.
- This is the attitude that grows out of a profound realization of utter helplessness.
- These wretched beggars bring absolutely nothing to God but their complete emptiness and stoop in the dust for pure grace and mercy only.
- This is the condition and attitude of true repentance preached by John the Baptist and by Jesus as basic for all who would come to God and to his kingdom.
2. The astonishing thing about this declaration.
- The astonishing thing is that Jesus would pronounce people such as this "blessed", fortunate in the highest degree."

Close:
If we would follow Jesus, we must live according to his ways.  Following Jesus is extremely practical, and the Sermon on the Mount describes the expected behavior of individual disciples.  Living the Jesus way means to live like Jesus lived.  The first step toward making this an automatic part of who we are is to acknowledge our desperate state without him.

Friday, July 5, 2013

What Lies at Hand

Life seems at times like a succession of converging and divergent tragedies, at once interconnected and then again, disparate. Unfortunately, our earthbound perspective is linear and we strain to see ahead and behind without the ability to focus properly on either. We do not realize that this "right now" perspective is actually a grace gift. Jesus expresses it eloquently: "Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble" (Matthew 6:34 ESV). In other words, we have right now, not yesterday or tomorrow. Surrender this moment. Celebrate this day. Create this memory. Love immediately with all your might. Do what lies at hand and you just may find that the dividend is eternal. (Dr. Dane Fowlkes, Pastor)

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Let Freedom Ring

An interesting juxtaposition exists this Independence Day between Egypt and the United States. According to the New York Times this morning, Egypt’s military officers removed the country’s first democratically elected president, Mohamed Morsi, on Wednesday, suspended the Constitution and installed an interim government presided over by a senior jurist. Tahrir Square, where tens of thousands of opponents of the government had gathered each night since Sunday to demand Mr. Morsi’s removal, erupted in fireworks and jubilation at news of the ouster. At a square near the presidential palace where Mr. Morsi’s Islamist supporters had gathered, men broke into tears and vowed to stay until he was reinstated or they were forcibly removed. “The dogs have done it and made a coup against us,” they chanted. “Dying for the sake of God is more sublime than anything,” a speaker declared.

In stark relief, the United States celebrates her 237th anniversary of liberty. In light of such a blatant contrast, it is a good time for me to renew my own commitment to the democratic process in this land. Although I may differ significantly from our current administration over everything from healthcare reform to gun control, our democratic system deserves my support and personal involvement. This is no time for apathy or atrophy! It is also a good time for me to honor my father and the multitudes of other men and women who have served to protect the four freedoms in this country: freedom of worship, freedom of speech, freedom from want, and freedom from fear. These are those freedoms enumerated by President Franklin D. Roosevelt in his State of the Union address on January 6, 1941, just eleven months before the United States declared war on Japan in defense of those freedoms.

May freedom ring long and loud across this land, and may other peoples around the globe benefit from its enduring peal.

(Dr. Dane Fowlkes, Pastor)
Photo is of The Four Freedoms paintings by Norman Rockwell (http://www.quia.com/pages/mprou10/rockwell)